i own a lot of books and i am always frowning

~The Gang~
- 2 leopard geckos [normal + tremper albino]
- bearded dragon [red x orange]
- uromastyx [high yellow]
- 2 cockatiels [gray + whiteface]
- guinea pig
- 2 cats
- pacotaco [Husky x Lab]
- 2 ball pythons [normals]
- ♥lil bean♥ [border collie x lab]


its been a quiet day
I can’t stop sleeping, ughasdfgjkl

i just wish i could fix everything thats wrong

im just always sad and ruining everything i feel bad for like everyone who has to be around me



Today’s mental health reminder: a relapse, a sudden series of attacks, a string of awful days, (or whatever your step back may be) does not decrease your value. Take your time, do some self care, reflect on the progress that you have made. You are strong; one step back is nothing when you look at the journey you have already made.

Needed to hear that

Anonymous asked
how did you lose the weight?

i ate a lot of food

basically said ‘no fuck you’ to my eating disorder and ate meals for once. eventually for a 5 week period i exercised 6x a week,  i was doing c25k 3x a week plus 5x a week i was doing something else, i used sunday as my rest day. it was very casual and not obsessive, if i missed a day i didnt feel bad or punish myself, it felt nice!

i am back to not eating and i can feel the difference, im so tired and worn out but thats life